Monday 26 October 2015

BLACK AND WHITE SNOW LEOPARD SPARKLY BAG...

My SuperDean kindly bought me this lovely snow leopard print bag as a pressie, to say sorry for giving me viral conjunctivitis (at my suggestion!)  The photo doesn't really do it justice as you can't clearly see all the lovely diamante sparkles it has stuck onto it.  It also has a long strap for wearing slung over the shoulder.
It came from a shop in Ilford called Saffron and was a bargain at £20.  It was the first shop I went in.  Did I do that female thing of then looking around the whole of the shopping centre before going back to the first shop to buy the bag?  Did I hell- I bought it there and then and went to the pub for a glass of wine.  Life is too short to piss about looking in shops for the sake of it.

I am not a typical woman- I am a geezerbird in heels!

SHAWL COLLAR FOXY COAT...

I love these sexy shawl type collars and I also love tie belt coats that define the waist and give a sexy silhouette, so this coat was a winner on most fronts.  I say most as it does have a design fault- it fastens with large poppers which, as the coat is quite fitted, have a habit of popping open, especially by the boobies!  I think I'm going to have to remove the poppers and add buttons and buttonholes, otherwise it's going to start pissing me off, and that's not conductive to happy wearing.

I picked this up for around £41 in New Look.  A friend had kindly given me a 25% off voucher that she had no use for.

I think the fur must be faux fox...  I was in Southend museum recently and they had some stuffed animals in cages on display.  One of them was a fox and he kind of matched my collar.  I swear he was giving me the evil eye.  Mind you, I don't blame him- I wouldn't want to be stuffed and stuck in a glass cage either.

Sunday 25 October 2015

FELINES BEWARE...ANIMAL PRINT ADORATION...

I bought this dress from Quiz Clothing a while back but have only worn it a handful of times, so I decided to turn it into a top.  I'm never going to win a prize for being the world's best machinist- it was something I really had to work hard at whilst at college, otherwise I wouldn't have passed my fashion course.  I could never work as a machinist or be self-employed sewing for other people- I simply don't have "the knack" and that's with over thirty years' sewing experience behind me.  But my skills are good enough to change that into this and I hope I get more wear out of it.

Call me Kat Slater or Bet Lynch (and many people have!) but I don't think a girl can have too much animal print.  Cats shudder in fear when I walk past!!!!

This leopard and tiger print combination is something I bought from Bay Trading years ago...
I do have a weakness for witchy hems, like this one.  I once designed for a company that supplied Bay Trading and I really loved their signature style- young, feminine, a bit blingy and undeniably sexy.  It's such a shame that they disappeared from the High Street.

Thursday 15 October 2015

SUNGLASSES AND INFECTED EYEBALLS...


I'm as miserable as hell as I have viral conjunctivitis (I'll spare you the photos- I look like something somewhere between The Phantom Of The Opera and Quasimodo- no comments please!)
As well as being red-eyed, sticky, swollen and weepy, I am also a bit photosensitive, so am sitting at my computer with the curtains closed and sometimes, when the sun peeks out from behind the clouds, I need to put my sunglasses on.  Yes, I'm a freak.

These gorgeous sunnies were £5 from River Island, reduced from £13 and well worth it, what with their girly pink frames, gradual-tinted brown lenses and leopard print arms.  I always stick my High Street sunglasses into a Ray-Ban case so that people think I'm an expensive, classy chick and not a common chav!!!!




Here's the lovely Charlie the Chocolate Magic Monkey modelling them for me.

Sunday 11 October 2015

THE VANISHING ACT OF ESME LENNOX by MAGGIE O' FARRELL

THE VANISHING ACT OF ESME LENNOX
BY MAGGIE O'FARRELL


THE BLURB:-
Edinburgh in the 1930s. The Lennox family is having trouble with its youngest daughter. Esme is outspoken, unconventional and repeatedly embarrasses them in polite society. Something will have to be done.

Years later, a young woman named Iris Lockhart receives a letter informing her that she has a great-aunt in a psychiatric unit who is about to be released.

Iris has never heard of Esme Lennox and the one person who should know more, her grandmother Kitty, seems unable to answer Iris's questions. What could Esme have done to warrant a lifetime in an institution? And how is it possible for one person to be so completely erased from a family's history?

THE REALITY:-
This really happened. If a woman didn't “fit in” or was passionate and outspoken, then her husband or her father could have her put into a mental asylum with only a signature from a GP.  Scary and unimaginable nowadays.

I have some personal experience of this. It later transpired that my paternal grandmother, who I believed had died when my father was three, was actually my longest living grandparent, dying when I was six. I recently found out the exact information whilst researching my family tree. As a teenager, it transpired that she “could be still alive” (she was not, by this point) and had actually spent her life in a mental hospital after suffering a nervous breakdown brought on by postnatal depression after having five children (including one who died at birth) in seven years. According to my mother, it was something my father would never talk about- she "went away for good” when he was eight and in those days these kind of things were just not discussed. It's something that should never have happened, wouldn't happen nowadays and is, quite frankly, barbaric. My uncle did some research into her life 25 years ago and I based a small character in my first novel, The Reject's Club, around this theme. I might elaborate upon this more in my second novel, through a different fictitious character and an alternative mental illness.

So, with the benefit of hindsight, it comes with some shock that when I was a feisty teenager, prone to answering back (I prefer to call it sticking up for myself) that I was threatened (on more than one occasion) with being “put away”. When I later developed bulimia, I couldn't confide in my parents for fear that they would deliver on their threat. I later found out that things like that no longer happen (we now have care in the community). Thanks, parents- I love you too. How my father could be like that, I do not know. But then, I suppose I have no idea about his exact experiences and sufferings, so it's wrong for me to judge.

As you can see this book touched a personal nerve in me. I've said it before and I will say it again: I find the attitudes of that generation (post Victorian and pre 1960s) SERIOUSLY OFFENSIVE!

Enough of going off on a tangent! Esme, the institutionalized lady comes out of the asylum sixty years on, seemingly sane. It's a nice twist that her sister, the person partially responsible for her incarceration (and another wrongdoing that I shan't spoil for you) is now the one with a broken mind, in the from of Alzheimer's.

At first I wasn't sure about the style of this book, written in the present tense and with no chapters; instead just sections running into one another. But as you get to know all of the interesting characters, it seems to work. Esme's anger and frustration was so real you could taste it and Kitty didn't escape with a charmed life either. If there is such a thing as karma, she certainly had her share of it metered out. I liked the way the story unfolded, with some unexpected twists, and also the way the ending leaves you with something to work out and think about...




HER OWN RULES by BARBARA TAYLOR BRADFORD

HER OWN RULES
BY BARBARA TAYLOR BRADFORD


THE BLURB:-
Meredith Stratton is forty-four and a successful businesswoman.

The owner of six elegant international inns, she is about to celebrate her only daughter's engagement. At this seemingly happy time in her life, Meredith begins to suffer from a strange illness that baffles everyone. Her doctor cannot find a cause for her debilitating symptoms, and, desperate for answers, she seeks the help of a psychiatrist. Through therapy, Meredith peels back the layers of her life to discover the truth behind her most careful creation- herself.

Secrets, survival, redemption and love abound in this compelling story of a woman who uncovers the key to her tormented past, and finds the courage to live by her own rules.

THE REALITY:-
I liked this book form the offset. My own novel, The Reject's Club, is split into three parts: The Present, The Future and The Past, so it was pleasing to see that this novel consisted of a similar formation. This is Barbara Taylor Bradford at her best, writing a beautifully descriptive novel with a bit if a mystery- one that sucks you in completely and makes you want to keep turning the pages to the end conclusion.

I have seen the film version of this book but it was a bit different: in the film Meredith was the product of her mother's relationship with a married man who has a paraplegic wife (if my memory serves me correctly- this would have been ten to fifteen years ago) whereas in the book Meredith has the affair with the married man and has a daughter by him. But both book and film are very gripping so I'm not complaining.

I did question whether Meredith would have lost her early memories regarding her mother completely- after all, she would have been six when she was sent to Australia under some kind of forced adoption scenario. I also questioned why she wouldn't have wanted to find out about her birth mother much earlier in life, but then I suppose that everyone's different and character quirks are what make a story interesting.

I really felt for Kate and her circumstances and could understand her heartbreak, frustration and anger at losing her little girl unnecessarily. It was so awful the way the authorities blocked Kate's progress in finding out what had happened to her daughter. It's sickness. I do hope that this kind of thing doesn't go on nowadays, although a friend did tell me some horror stories regarding the Tony Blair government's adoption quota.

The scenic descriptions (especially Yorkshire) really came to life, as did the emotions involving the recovery of Meredith's memory. Her strive to discover her past was really gripping and made you want to race to the end to find out if she really did get reunited with her mother. A superb novel.







Thursday 1 October 2015

DAUGHTERS OF FORTUNE by TARA HYLAND

DAUGHTERS OF FORTUNE
BY TARA HYLAND


THE BLURB:-
William Melville's daughters are heiresses to the world's most exclusive fashion dynasty. Beautiful and rich, they are envied by all. But behind the glittering facade of their lives, each girl hides a dark secret that threatens to tear their family apart.

Smart, ambitious Elizabeth, the eldest, knows how to manipulate every man she meets, except the one who counts: her father.

Gentle, naĂŻve Caitlin, the illegitimate child, struggles to fit into a world of privilege while staying true to herself.

Stunning, spoilt Amber, the party girl with a weakness for bad boys, is more fragile than anyone realizes.

As each of them seek to carve out her own destiny, they face different choices, which will take them in wildly different directions. But as old wounds resurface and threaten to destroy the Melville empire, their paths will cross again. Because the simple truth is that, no matter how far you go, you cannot escape the claims of family.

THE REALITY:-
I liked this book. The basic structure was very similar to my novel, The Reject's Club, in that there are three main characters. The layout was also of the same ilk, with separate sections devoted to different timescales. The way the chapters were formed, with each semi-dedicated to one of the characters, but not exclusively so, and with new people also flitting in also rang a resounding bell. Boring lecture over! I will now discuss the story.

I read this during time off from work and managed to flatten it in a few days, despite it being nearly 600 pages long. That's child's play to me! Though not the most enthralling story I have ever read, it certainly made me want to turn the pages.

I sympathized with all the characters and their various issues. Elizabeth and Amber clearly needed more attention and recognition from their businessman father, and the latter's descent into depravity, due to the neediness of her nature was truly heart-wrenching. Parents take note- some young women are very, very vulnerable and insecure, and need your protection. I loved the sections detailing Caitlin's boarding school (I BEGGED my parents to send me to boarding school- the idea of independence, midnight feasts et all was very alluring, but sadly they couldn't afford it. I think I would have done much better there that at the state secondary school that I was forced to attend). The incident Caitlin had to suffer was well written and you really felt for the poor girl as men can be such revolting turds sometimes. As a fashion designer, I could really relate to this character. I wish I had attended the same course as she did-  learning the basics of pattern cutting and sewing in the first year before even being allowed to attempt some designing, and then being forced into being original. My course was about copying, copying and more copying. There was no structure to the course and you were expected to “just know” certain things. I didn't have to pay fees as it was all state funded at the time. If I had then I would have asked for my money back, it's as simple as that. Sadly, I hear the place is still exactly the same.

With a good ending that taught me a few things about the workings of the stock market (the author's field of expertise) I was impressed by this book and am looking forward to reading more by Tara Hyland.